An Editor’s Perspective on ‘Watching You Fall’ by Kirsty A Wilmott

‘Watching You Fall’ is a crime novel set on the Lizard Peninsula in Cornwall. The author’s detailed knowledge of the area, and love for it, come across strongly in the text, making you feel as if you are there. The protagonist, Anna Maybury, is the vicar of a small parish and when she meets the local architect’s wife one rainy night, little can she know how significant the encounter would turn out to be. Her thoughts are too preoccupied with another of the locals, an intriguing character by the name of Simeon, who I found to be particularly well-drawn.

Editing in this genre needs to be done very carefully, because if you remove the wrong piece of text you could end up taking out a vital clue that holds the whole story together.

The first thing I did when approaching this manuscript was to go through to check whether there was anything that gave away whodunnit too early in the book. Remaining objective, whilst getting caught up in the story, is a tricky balance and required copious notes to keep track.

Next, it was a matter of getting to know the area, to understand a bit about where the characters were and what they were doing. Since a trip to Cornwall wasn’t on the expenses (shame!) it was a matter of taking a virtual drive down the country lanes courtesy of Google.

I love the challenge of working on this kind of book. It’s so intricate that as an editor it gave me a lot of satisfaction to go through Kirsty’s text, which she had clearly worked hard on, and bring it to the stage where it was ready to be published.

I wish Kirsty every success with her book.

‘Watching You Fall’ can be purchased via this link: http://bearpress.uk/project/bp10102/


An Editor’s Perspective on new launch ‘Divorce to Discovery’ by Jill Wilson

As an editor, it’s very satisfying when a manuscript you have spent many hours perfecting is published. Today is the launch of a title by debut author, Jill Wilson. ‘Divorce to Discovery’ follows Jill as she adjusts after the breakdown of her 36 year marriage. The story is both moving and inspiring. Her courage to step out of her comfort zone is incredible. This is demonstrated in the first section of the book which covers Jill’s cycle ride challenge across India. There are many amusing moments as she grapples with the situation she’s put herself in, and all in front of TV cameras because it was being filmed for ITV. The book even has a foreword by Fern Britton. The second part of the book charts her early life, through to the breakdown of her marriage and how it made her reflect on her role as she strove to be a ‘perfect wife’. The third section of the book covers Jill’s story after the India bike ride and includes some of my favourite sections, especially the singles disco and the inebriated duck.

This manuscript was a joy to work on. As it goes off into the world, I hope it finds many readers who love it as much as I do.

‘Divorce to Discovery’ is available from Amazon and other suppliers via this link: http://bearpress.uk/project/bp10103/



The King had planned every move and counter move from the start. Seduce her.  Get married.  Mould her into who he wanted her to be.

He surveyed the emotional chessboard in his mind and considered options. If she did this next, then I did that, she’d be conquered.  I’d declare victory.  But what if she changed tactics?  He pondered a myriad of scenarios.

Meanwhile, his opponent’s disengaged. The Queen can move in any direction.  She has.  To a new town.  A new life.  Far from him.  The deluded King, absorbed in his strategies, hasn’t realised he was always her pawn.


This story won first prize in the October 100 Word competition on Morgen Bailey’s website:


An Editor’s Perspective on ‘From Inside: Writings From Lockdown’

Bear Press put out a call for submissions to an anthology entitled ‘From Inside’ during the first lockdown and writers around the world responded with a variety of perspectives. I have credits both as co-editor for the whole anthology and as a writer for my piece ‘Inside Out’, taken from the point of view of an agoraphobic who finds her lifestyle has almost become the norm. I thought it would be an interesting take on it, to explore in a short story how strange it would seem to her and how it results in her having to do something she hasn’t done in a very long time – open her front door…

At the time of publication the pandemic was still quite a new phenomena, which many of us had yet to fully grasp. I wonder what kind of work the same authors would have submitted if we’d released further volumes as the situation unfolded.

I’m pleased to have played a part in making this book at an extraordinary time in history. My own writing hasn’t come easily during this period, in fact often it hasn’t come at all. I hope that when things improve many people will experience an upsurge in creative inspiration as we venture back out into the world with maybe even greater appreciation for it than ever before. Please feel free to comment on this post as to how this time has or will inspire you.

The anthology can be purchased on Amazon via this link:

It can also be purchased directly from the publisher.

A Spa Treat

man massaging woman's body
Photo by Tao Heftiba on Unsplash

Spa day. Wife’s idea.  Ugh, panpipes, whale music and a trickling fountain that makes me want to wee.  I lay on my stomach and inhale the scent of patchouli oil.

A woman approaches the massage table, unfolds the soft, fluffy towel covering my nakedness and splashes something warm onto my back. Must be oil.  I relax.  And oh?  Where’s she putting it now?  Really?  I didn’t think it was that kind of place.

“It’ll sting a bit when I rip it off.”

“Rip what off?”

“The wax.”

“What wax? I thought I was having a massage?”

“No, your wife booked you in for a back, sack and…”

A tearing sound, the aurora borealis flash through my head, her words drowned out by something between a banshee wail and wolf howl emitting from me. I leap from the table, run naked to the swimming pool and plunge into its soothing waters.

The wife’s poolside, reclining on a sun lounger. From her smug expression, I’m guessing she’s found out that I’ve been having an affair…

Published in Sensorially Challenged Vol 2 by Christopher Fielden

And Relax


We’ve got a dodgy stopcock. It’ll be £65 to repair that.  Last month it was a rusty bracket that fell off the dilapidated toilet cistern.

Luckily I won the lottery recently.

The communal bins outside the kitchen window are piled high with dirty nappies and rotting household waste. Flies buzz around holes ripped in the black bags by local cats.  Doesn’t matter how many times I complain to the council, nothing gets done.

At least I have a beautiful thatched cottage overlooking a bay with golden sands to go to.  After a swim in the azure waters, warm all year round, I’m relaxed and refreshed.

Another reminder that I’m overdue at the dentist. The self-filling laundry basket is overflowing two minutes after I emptied it.  How did that happen?

Never mind, I’ll spend the afternoon having luxury spa treatments instead. A massage, facial and pedicure would be much more fun.

Monday morning and I’m back at work. What’s my CEO having a tantrum about this time?   I just can’t please that woman.  She’s such an expert on what everyone else ‘should’ do, but what does she actually do herself?  Has anyone ever figured that out?

It’s time to hide in the stationery cupboard. I settle into the lotus position, close my eyes and take several deep, calming breaths, then let my imagination run away with me again.  Using the power of creative imagery, I throttle her.

(This one was longlisted in a Retreat West competition, under a different title).

The Many Advantages of Going Green

Sally stepped out of the shower. Her damp, chestnut brown hair smelled of lavender and geranium.  She towelled herself dry, then picked up a long-lasting crystal deodorant from the shelf where it had resided for the past 4 years.  Next, she rubbed exotic oils into her skin; jasmine and gardenia adding to the floral scents wafting in the air.  She pulled on bamboo underwear, its softness caressed her skin.  An organic cotton dress completed her outfit and she made her way downstairs.

Taking a trug from the upcycled kitchen table, she went through the back door into the garden. The sun was bright in a blue sky.  The air hummed with the sound of bees as she went up a lavender lined path that led to the greenhouse and vegetable patch.  The smell of oregano, mint and thyme made her hungry.  She cut a cucumber from the vine and popped a cherry tomato into her mouth.  Its sweet taste burst onto her tongue with a flavour no supermarket produce could rival.

Martin looked up from where he was digging and nodded towards the roof. “Solar panels are doing well today,” he said.

“Yes,” Sally replied dreamily.

“There’s some courgettes ready to pick,” he added, then went back to his work, oblivious that she was watching the powerful muscles of his buttocks moving beneath his trousers with every push on the spade.

Sally’s friends had laughed when she’d joined the sustainable lifestyles group on social media. “You’ll meet some right freaks on there,” Kirsten had said.  It’s strange though how Kirsten had also joined the group right after she’d found out that there were men like Martin in it.

This story was first published on Vamp Cat magazine’s website on 07/12/18.


The Power of Reflection

Mike Bristow was awake long before the alarm clock went off. He muffled the beeping as soon as it began and looked across at his wife in the bed beside him. Emily’s long, blonde hair tumbled loosely across the pillowcase as she stirred and turned over.

‘Hope the new job goes well,’ she murmured, before going back to sleep.

‘Thanks,’ Mike said. He got out of bed and crept from the room so as not to disturb her further. He almost tripped over their black Labrador who was asleep outside the bedroom door. The dog got up, stretched, yawned and wagged its tail.

The cold, February morning was still dark outside when Mike let the Labrador into the back garden. He left the dog to roam and went into the bathroom to shave. He stared into the mirror. The harsh fluorescent light made his face look drawn. His grey, receding hair merged with his pale skin. His light blue eyes had dark circles beneath.

Once ready, Mike threw some crisps and chocolate bars into his bag, unable to face anything to eat so early. He then let the dog back in before leaving the house.


When Mike arrived at the distribution depot he noticed a group of people standing around at the far end of the yard. He made his way over.

‘I’m Mike Bristow, new van driver. Can anyone tell me what I need to do, please?’

‘Ah, Mike.’ A petite woman with a pinched face appeared through a nearby doorway carrying a clipboard. ‘You’re assigned to round 3 today.’

‘Round 3 is mine,’ a stocky, rotund man interjected.

‘I’ve moved you onto round 10 Neil because you’re more experienced,’ replied the woman.

‘No chance, Kathryn. That’s Castlington. Not going there. I’m sticking to round 3,’ Neil said stubbornly.

‘All right. I can’t be bothered to argue with you again about this.’ Kathryn sighed and looked around at the group. ‘Anyone willing to switch to round 10?’ The drivers glanced at one another and all shook their heads. ‘OK, it’ll have to be you, Mike. I’m sorry.’

‘No problem. What’s wrong with round 10 anyway?’

‘Nothing, they’re being stupid,’ Kathryn said.

‘Then explain to us why every driver that goes to Castlington always quits that day? Some bloke from the town has to bring his van back.’ Neil gave the woman a challenging glare.

‘Maybe it’s because you’ve freaked them out with your daft comments.’ Kathryn glared back at Neil.

‘There’s something weird about that place,’ Neil huffed.

‘I’ll report back later,’ Mike said and put out his hand for the clipboard containing the day’s orders. He needed this job to work out.


The first drop on the schedule was in a village several miles from Castlington. Mike drove gently down the country lanes, unused to the van. The hedgerows sparkled with frost in the early morning light. He located a small cottage with latticed windows that he ascertained to be the address of his first drop and knocked on the front door. An elderly man answered, took the parcel and signed for it. ‘You’re an early bird,’ he said. ‘Where are you off to next?’

‘Another drop near here, then Castlington.’

‘Castlington, eh? Bunch of inbreds there. Everyone’s sister is also their grandmother, and probably their mother-in-law as well.’

Mike glanced at his delivery schedule. Each drop on the list had a different surname. He smiled and waved goodbye to the old man, who shuffled back inside.


A young woman wearing a leopard-skin print onesie came to the door of the next house. Her hair was vivid indigo and she held a toddler on her hip. She took the parcel and put it between her knees in order to scrawl an unintelligible signature with her free hand.

‘Is that the right direction for Castlington?’ Mike pointed towards a left hand fork in the road.

‘Castlington?’ The woman gave him a strange look and shut the door.

‘They’re all mad.’ Mike returned to the van, shaking his head in disbelief. He got in, started the engine and having checked his satnav took the road to the left.


‘Welcome to Castlington,’ a sign with bold black lettering on a white background announced Mike’s arrival in the town. He was ahead of schedule. Feeling hungry, he pulled into a car park beside a duck pond with ice around its perimeter and watched a couple of moorhens as he ate a packet of crisps. There was a deserted playpark nearby. In the distance a man with short, dark hair was walking along the pavement past a row of independent shops. Someone turned on the lights in the greengrocers and flipped the sign around. The door of the newsagents opened and a tall woman with short, dark hair stepped out and walked past him towards a nearby street. He munched on a chocolate bar and then picked up his mobile phone to call Emily.

‘Did you get back to sleep?’ he asked.

‘Yes, until the dog started whining to go out again. How’s the new job?’

‘I think my colleagues are on a windup. They’re trying to freak me out about the round I’m on, pretending there’s something peculiar about the place that they’ve sent me to.’

‘Where are you?’


‘What’s it like?’

‘All right,’ Mike said, looking around him. ‘I’m just having something to eat in a car park by a duck pond. There’s some shops, a children’s playground and there’s a sign for a leisure centre. The usual kind of thing. Not many people about, but it’s still early.’ He glanced in the rear view mirror as he said this. His face looked less drawn than it had done in the fluorescent light of the bathroom. ‘Seems well cared for.’

‘Never been there. It sounds nice.’

‘It is. Anyway, I’d best get on. Be back later. Bye.’

‘Bye,’ Emily said, and cut the call.

Mike looked down at his delivery schedule. The first drop in the town was within walking distance of where he was parked, so he got out of the van and searched in the back for the parcel. It was a small cardboard box, which he tucked under his arm. Mike locked the van and made his way towards a row of Edwardian houses opposite the duck pond. He located number 19 and rang the doorbell. A tall, thin man with short, dark hair and a long, freckled face opened the door. He nodded curtly, took the parcel, signed for it and retreated back inside. Mike returned to the van and checked his delivery list. The next drop was a couple of streets away, so he started the engine and drove there.

He parked easily and located the door of number 38. Mike rang the bell and this time could see the silhouette of a female through the glass of the porch where the house door stood ajar. She too was tall and thin with short, dark hair. ‘I’m lucky to find you in. You were coming out of the newsagents a few minutes ago, weren’t you?’

‘I haven’t been anywhere this morning,’ she said, accepting her parcel.

‘Oh, I thought I saw someone who looked just like you,’ Mike said, noting her long, freckled face was a feminine version of the man who had opened the door of the last house. ‘Have you got a brother who lives locally?’

‘No,’ she replied and closed the door.

Mike retreated to his van. ‘Inbreds.’ The words of the elderly man he’d met on his first delivery began to play through his mind.

The next parcel on the list was for the butcher’s shop near to where Mike had parked earlier. He drove back and left the van on the street outside. The shop bell rang as he walked through the door. A glass counter displaying sausages, beef burgers, chicken fillets and other meats ran the length of one wall with a serving space behind it. ‘Be with you in a sec,’ a voice called from an adjoining room.

‘No problem,’ Mike said. He perused a selection of home-made pies in a chiller cabinet. The steak one looked appetising. He decided to purchase it.

Footsteps drew near and a tall, thin man with a long, freckled face and short, dark hair emerged. ‘What can I do for you, Sir?’

‘Oh, hello again. I’ve got another parcel for you and I’d like a steak pie, please.’

‘Hello again? Another parcel?’ The man looked at him as he took the pie from the chiller cabinet and placed it in a bag. ‘Have we met before?’

‘Yes, I delivered a parcel to your house opposite the duck pond this morning. Don’t you remember?’

‘I live the other side of town, next to the community centre,’ the butcher said. ‘It wasn’t me.’

‘Do you have a twin? Mike said.

‘No,’ the butcher said.

‘Sorry, mistaken identity.’ Mike took the pie and paid for it before handing over the parcel for a signature.

He went back to his van and drove to the car park by the duck pond again to eat the pie. An elderly man was sitting on a bench throwing bread to the ducks. He had his back to Mike, but his age was obvious from his hunched shoulders. Nonetheless his hair was still dark. A teenage boy walked past engrossed in his mobile phone. His long, freckled face showed deep concentration. A younger version of the woman Mike had met earlier pushed a dark haired child on a swing. Mike glanced in his rear view mirror. He looked away and then looked back again, trying to figure out what was different.


Mike felt a sense of satisfaction as he returned the van back to the depot later that day, all deliveries made. Several of the other drivers were already there, sitting around talking amongst themselves. They looked up as he walked in.

‘Knew that bloke Mike wouldn’t be able to handle Castlington,’ Neil said.

‘You really ought to grow up. It’s not even funny,’ Mike said. ‘Nothing wrong with that place.’ He slammed down his clipboard and van keys.

‘Then perhaps you’d like to drive delivery van 10 tomorrow,’ Neil replied.

‘I’m intending to. It’s my job,’ Mike said and left. He returned to his car and started up the engine. He glanced at his reflection in the rear view mirror. His dark eyes flashed with anger.


Emily was out walking the dog when Mike got home. He kicked off his shoes, hung his coat on a rack in the hallway and went into the living room. He sank into his armchair and was about to switch on the television when he noticed some framed photographs on a table beside the chair. He picked them up one by one and examined them. Emily was smiling, her long, blonde hair glinting in the sunlight. He looked at the man beside her. In some photographs he was young with fair hair. In more recent ones it had turned to grey. He had light blue eyes and a pale complexion.

Mike took the photographs and went back into the hallway to look into the mirror. Dark eyes stared back at him from a long, freckled face. His hair was short and dark. Mike took the photographs back into the living room and replaced them on the table. He then went into the kitchen and scrawled an apologetic note to Emily. He had to leave. This wasn’t his home any more. There was somewhere else he belonged. Mike put his house keys beside the note, retrieved his coat and shoes, then left. The automatic lock on the front door clicked as he pulled it shut behind him. He went back to his car, started the engine and reversed out of the driveway. He needed to return to his own people. He had to get back to Castlington – the most normal town in England.


I wrote this story for an anthology called, ‘The Most Normal Town in England,’ which was published by Didcot Writers in December 2018.  A copy of the anthology can be purchased from Amazon by following this link:



A maelstrom of whirling to do lists collide with an insomnia soaked mind. Tension intertwines with sinew.  The undertow of anxiety pulls her into a vortex.  She struggles to the surface and screams for rescue.  Helping hands reach out.  Frantic, she grasps them, but her grip loosens, slips and she goes deeper.  Finally, she surrenders.  Relaxes.  Accepts.  Her mind stills.  Rational thought returns.  Perspective.  She swims back up and drags herself onto dry ground.


As published on Paragraph Planet, 14 March 2018.

Framed Canal Prints

Suzette sketched the monochrome lock gates, then the terracotta brick paths that ran in quarter circles beneath them. Her fair, freckled skin reddened in the hot sun, exposed shoulders showing white lines beneath a strapless top, blonde hair flowing in cornrows down her back.  She glanced up from her barge every so often at the dog walkers and families who traversed the tow path, looking for suitable figures to draw.

‘Is that called the stern, or the aft?’ A young, male voice broke her reverie.  A canal nerd.  Suzette sighed.  The warm weather always brought them out with their plethora of inane questions.

‘Neither. It’s the pointy end.  I don’t do technical terms.  Go bother somebody else,’ she said.

‘What’s that for?’ he persisted.

‘What’s what for?’ Growing irritated, she shielded her eyes to look up at him.  He was around 15 years old, with dark hair and an inquisitive face.  He pointed at a rusty L-shaped piece of white painted metal that lay on the floor beside her.

‘It’s my favourite murder weapon for people who ask too many nosy questions,’ she replied.

‘Oh come on, tell me what it is, please?’

‘It’s a key for the canal locks,’ she gestured towards some black and white gates further up the stretch of water. ‘It has holes one end that you fit over a sticky out bit that’s attached to a mechanism thingy.  Wind it around like a mangle handle.  Flaps open and let water in.  Once both parts are level you can go through.  Happy now?  Will you shut up and let me get back to my artwork?’

‘What’s a mangle handle?’

‘Go away!’

‘Can I have a look around?’

‘No, you can’t. It’s my home, not a tourist attraction.’

‘You live on it?’

‘No, I use it as a very slow getaway vehicle,’ Suzette sighed. ‘Yes, I live on it, year round.’

‘Do you need any help?’

Suzette considered for a moment. ‘Actually, I could do with moving along a bit further.  You’re not coming onto the barge, but you can run ahead opening the locks whilst I drive through if you like.’


‘I’ll get my new key, not that rusty old thing,’ Suzette said, ducking inside the cabin, where she pulled on a pair of gloves, took the key out of its plastic wrapper and placed it into a cloth bag. Then she returned onto the deck and handed it up to him.  ‘Be sure to put it into the bag before giving it back.’

Suzette smiled as he ran off along the tow path. His fingerprints would be all over the metal bar, but not hers.  She’d let some more canal nerds open gates and add their prints too.  When she did use it as a murder weapon they’d never trace it back to her.


(This story is one of the ones voted as ‘Reader’s Choice’ in the May competition by Didcot Writers.  The theme was key, and I got the inspiration for this take on the prompt whilst visiting a canal-side pub!).